To Who I Am Becoming...

Things I Bought... Went with friends to get toes done so I had to get shoes too don't ya know. It was so cold I just had to get a new Jacket. Life is so hard. Better then M&Ms Shows proportions of the world Tooth Traditions From Around the World During the one hour I let mom drive we get lost. She bought me these earrings she saw in a window when we got out to switch. Tells different versions of the same story. Paper made from Elephant Poo for dad Now my collection is complete Good food after all that shopping Places I went... University of Alberta Edmonton Art Walk and Farmers Market Street Performers Festival What I came home to... Flossy my new dog Good Music All the rest... Nativities from all over the world. If you want to know about the whole trip you can request the 100 page journal that mom wrote every strange thing we did and saw. P.S. Sean and Paul's wedding was wonderful. I am so happy for my two friends.

Life has been hard. This is what has kept me going. Sad I know but at least their is only one direction to go now.

Well the end has come. For most this passing will not make any more impact then one tear dropped into the ocean. For most lives will continue as if nothing had been changed by its beginning. For those of you that this holds true I feel sorry. If your world is never moved by something no matter how fleeting then that world will stop being livable. My world has been changed. For the last two years I have been blessed with one show that has given me reason to cry, yell, sing, dance, curs, hug my friends, and feel lucky to have the life I live. Some have told me that becoming attached with people and a story that is not real is crazy and even unhealthy. I believe that if one cannot show emotion for even the smallest of things then how can one have deep emotion for the bigger things. Emotions do not always have to be those of good. It was once said that "at every sad ending their is an even greater beginning". I am still in the ending so I am just waiting for the beginning to star...

Just in case you think the world has lost a little of its magic I hope this shows you that the magic of playing in the sand is still alive. Enjoy

So one of my dad's favorite songs is I Can Change by John Legend featuring Snoop Dogg. Well for some reason he wanted the lyrics to it and so I told him how he could get them off the internet. I almost wish that I had not done this because he then read them to me. With the music this song is amazing but with my dad's matter of fact tone the lyrics almost sounded perverce. He asked me what "Tripping off" and "Hizzle" ment. If you want an out of body experiance all you have to do is try to explain those words to your parents. ACK!!! Since then he will send me e-mails and things using those words. He has even gone as far as found an online slang dictionary that he uses. When he hears one of his students use a word that is hip then the will find out what it means and then try and use it. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. (Most of the time I do both) Here is the song that started it all