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A New Week

Well this is a new week and with it comes new challenges. I have had so many things happen that I almost want to crawl under a rock and never come out. I of course cannot do this so I have been looking for something to keep me going through all of the down times. It was not surprising to me that my answer came to me wile I was watching One Tree Hill. This show has saved me from many things and this time was no different. Here is what saved me:
Make a wish and place it in your heart, anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that its right around the corner and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you might just get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic; you just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it with all your heart.
Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace
When I heard these words I immediately thought of my wish. I don't let myself wish it very often because it reminds me of what I want but have a hard time believing will ever happen to me.
This is not supposed to bring anyone down but I want you all to read these words and think of what your wish is and unlike me truly believe that it will come true because no matter what you tell yourself at your lowest moments you do deserve it because you have earned it.
The therapist in me says that I am telling this to myself more then anyone else but it holds true for everyone, YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE APPRECIATED, AND ALL YOUR DREAMS CAN COME TRUE!!!

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Kateenie said…
Thanks for the uplifting comment. May your wish be realized...and mine, too.
April 22, 2008 at 6:54 AM
the Poffster said…
I love it Eliza!!!!!! those were great words of wisdom :) I'm glad that you put up a new post so that I would be able to take a smallish break from my 6 hour marathon of homework. I hope you are still alive and well not stressing out too much.
April 24, 2008 at 12:27 AM
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