OK. So more on the ways I am trying to move into a better ELIZA. My mom and I have been trying (like the rest of humanity) to lose some weight. I have not had a "real" job and so I have some time on my hands. We went to talk to our doctor and he put us on a drug called phentermine. We went on it right before Halloween. The loss has been small in number but big in success. I can say with pride that I have lost 30 lbs. I have been able to through away so many clothes because they just don't fit anymore. It has been amazing. I hope it continues. It doesn't seem like much when you do the math but if it means that I can seem normal, happy, and not look like a deflated old balloon when I'm done then I am all for it.
So this was a big week. For the first time in a long time I have felt the overwhelming need to cry. As always I am unaware of the way that people can see what is going on with me even when I think that I doing a good job of hiding it from everyone. I am an RA (Resident Advisor) at Dixie. This week I was given the task to work with another RA to make flyer's for a sports activity that was coming up. Usually I am the one who makes sure that everything that needs to go on the fl yer is on and is correct. The other RA usually does all the "Flash". Well this week I had over 28 hours of work to do. Because of all of the homework that I had to do I did not check the fl yer that had been done and let the other RA do what ever he wanted and trusted that the information would be correct. A few days later it was the day before all of my assignments were due and I was freaking out. I also had to go to my RA meeting. At these meeting my RM (Resident Manager) has personal meetings with
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