To Who I Am Becoming...

This week I have been trying to fill out an application for the Jacobsen Scholarship Fund. For anyone who has done their taxes I liken this process to trying to do your state taxes. I have been so stressed that I have not been able to crack a smile for a weak. Today I have finally sent my application off and now I just wait for them to decide whether or not I am worth spending money on. I think I will go and finish the second part of the saying "When the going gets tough, the tough eat cake."

So this is for all of my stalkers out there. My life has been not too exciting since I left school and One Tree Hill ended. One thing is for sure though, I like my family from two hundred miles away more. On Monday I will be working full time in the kindergarten classroom. This will hopefully help me deal with my family better because there will be less time to be annoyed. One this is certain to help...CHOCOLATE!!!!!

As the semester winds down I wake up this morning feeling very strange. The first thing that I see upon opening up my eyes is my friend Rose. She has been a friend of mine for as long as I can remember. For years I have looked to her to hold my deepest secrets and help me see that their are still things in the world that are still pure, untainted, and around when we need them. Many times in my life when I have told people of our relationship no one understood just what she means to me. Now that I am getting older and am sometimes prone to thinking that there is no one that can truly understand how I feel, good or bad, all I have to do is look into Rose's beautiful eyes to remember that she has been there through the whole thing and understands. The reason for this little love fest is because now more than ever I am so glad that I have this wonderful person to help me feel better. Oh and did I mention that this wonderful angle of a girls is a doll that I got my first Christ mas a...