To Who I Am Becoming...

OK so this week I had a breakthrough. It was so big I almost feel off of my chair when I got it. No Joke!! For a very long time I have harbored bad feelings about a professor that I have had to have for every semester of my program.This has stoped me from learning in many ways. Well this week as I was sitting in her class I was barley listening to her talk about why she decided to go this way with her life. I suddenly realized that I could do work for her because she did care. This may not be big for anyone else but I think that for me it may be the biggest thing to happen to me this semester.

So I was going to write about my work load, or my room, or my inability to get any sleep but all of that went out the window when my brother called. I have not seen my brother since August and I never thought that I would ever miss him this much. I was so excited to see him but I thought that he would just drive up in his truck and say hi to me from his seat and then drive a way but thankfully that was not the case. When he drove in he immediately parked and jumped out of the cab and gave me the biggest hug that I have ever had in probably my whole life. I had not realized how much I have missed having my little brother around me until I had him right in front of me. We talked for only a few minuets and when he left we had another long hug. I was glad to see him because I knew that he was happier then he has been for a long time and that made me happy. He is gone now but just knowing that he is doing well and that he hasn't forgotten me has allowed me to do my work this week with a

OK so I know it's been a long time since I have done this but I have never been so busy in my whole life. I am the president of my club DESA (Dixie Education Student Association), I'm an Resident Advisor again, I am in my last year of the Elementary Education Program, I am doing an internship at Diamond Valley Elementary School, I am writing a paper for a conference, studding for the Praxis, and I am preparing to apply to grad school. I must be insane.  I am extremely grateful for a few things that I just have to tell about right now. The first is my grandma who is always there for me and reminds me that I am doing things that are good. The next is my good friend Danielle who also helps me remember what is good about life. To these people I am truly grateful.  P.S. Next time I will write something better I promise.