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OK so this week I had a breakthrough. It was so big I almost feel off of my chair when I got it. No Joke!! For a very long time I have harbored bad feelings about a professor that I have had to have for every semester of my program.This has stoped me from learning in many ways. Well this week as I was sitting in her class I was barley listening to her talk about why she decided to go this way with her life. I suddenly realized that I could do work for her because she did care. This may not be big for anyone else but I think that for me it may be the biggest thing to happen to me this semester.

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