I have been trying to come to terms with what my life is now. I hasn't changed much but it feels like it has. For as long as I can remember I have been working for this goal of getting through school. I have been taking classes and having to answer to someone. Now all of the sudden it has stoped. This last week I took my last final at Dixie. To make up for all of the free time I have taken naps, cleaned my room, and watched as my appartment building has gone to peices. I like it but I know that now is when I will truly have to grow up and we all know how well I have been able to do that so far.